I wish everybody loved me But since it’s all for self Help nobody but me I’m sick of so much shit I’m not your family Don’t call me bro if you can’t stand me Liars asking for truth now got it Get expensive shit and feel retarded There’s so much hate on my heart Snakes in the grass everywhere Oh my God Don’t wanna see my face My pace at work makes you feel unsafe But I’m the boss Fuck outta here man I can’t stand waiting You don’t like me Stop pretending I won’t change for nobody Put too much effort on my dream to stop it I’m done paying attention I now take what’s mine Fuck the world I’m on a mission Boss, Boss, Boss Fuck you pay me Boss, Boss, Boss Fuck you pay me My patience has run out Spent years pushing for nothing Gimme me my ounce of recognition My barrel of cash is somewhere for me I’ll keep on searching I’m broke cause of the shit I chose Now it’s only time for me to get my dose Shoulda kept my suitcase close This place is so not for me I just don’t know My love for my daughter is unconditional Need to move mountains just for us both Can’t wait cause others don’t wanna do shit Obviously no one is ready to help me get Nothing So I’ll be my own boss Now don’t give me shit if I don’t give a fuck I was there now I’m not Do whatever you want You lost me Boss, Boss, Boss Fuck you pay me Boss, Boss, Boss Fuck you pay me Whatever you do won’t make a difference It’s what you say that keeps people believing No wonder why everything’s fucked up You get treated like shit but they say they love ya But you know what? I’m just not like that Actions make you who you are So if you got my back You better act right Cause if you don’t do jack but run your yap You know damn well I might just snap But isn’t it how real bosses really do? Tell you to pack your shit is nothing new You fucking yellow you Never there for nobody Using everybody around to make it through Boss, Boss, Boss Fuck you pay me Boss, Boss, Boss Fuck you pay me

A special thanks to DJ Nerve for this one I was born June 9th of 77 Third of 3 boys Eleven years after the second The first one, Frank Saw the light in 61 December 1st The day my family ceased being strong Cause my father should have never had a child He didn't know what to do with it Except make my mama cry He always was jealous of his oldest one Ever since the beginning Love just could never come Not accepting pride as confidence He chose to treat him bad Going against his accomplishments Calling him faggot Cause he was dressing nice To attract women What daddy could have never tried He married my mom while in a deep depression Even right after she had just lost her 2 parents While she was weak and vulnerable She even got beat up by a man Who pretended being a Beatle Don't want to think about it but I have to I'm even scared to say I'm terrified just thinking about the news I'm so scared of that day (x2) Three decades after my parents divorced My mother still lives in the past Having all kinds of remorse Unable to forget though under strong medication There's not much she can do by herself So I'm there compensating From cleaning to grocery shopping But I never really feel any type of satisfaction Of being able to afford for my mom is my wish All the luxuries in the world she has never gotten Take her on a trip to Miami And see palm trees, blue sea And just feel the heat Having a drink at the beach Shouldn't be that big of a dream For the woman that for me is a queen One of the few that loves me no matter what Smiling with her eyes just to see me show up I'm scared of that day that I see her disappear Without having chased any of her worst nightmares Don't want to think about it but I have to I'm even scared to say I'm terrified just thinking about the news I'm so scared of that day (x2)

To me he was Visiting Love (X4) I was a young kid when mom got first sick Of an outsider I got the visit That gave me so much courage I forgot what he was in for To me he was my real father Treated me like his own blood Never took advantage of a young buck Could write tens of pages to enumerate What he did for a family to ressuscitate A state of dignity that was blown away With comedy Today laughters still make my day Never got to live with my dad But I think this man saved my life I remember him working at this drugstore As a handyman where we lived just next door Each and every week after his last shift He'd bring back Hot Wheels for me to play with To me he was Visiting Love (X6) I didn't get the chance to be around him very long Cause when my mom got out the hospital She asked to get me so I went back with her We kept visiting him Cause he loved being around us So he kept coming for a while Where was his wife? Things seemed to be complicated on his side He asked my mom how things were for her If she was willing to move on with him forever She then politely declined adding She loved him very much but was scared of ruining A great relationship I don't know why she said it But most importantly She didn't know that she would regret it He came back saying 'Buy my cottage for one cent' But then again mom said it didn't make sense I guess he took it as a rejection Cause the next time we heard of him He was inexistent He had killed himself Suicide my friend They found him dead Laying on the floor of his kitchen What would my life be if the end was different I'd be visiting love for my adoptive parent For him I'd be Visiting Love (repeated until the end) Miss you man Now rest in peace

No one ever understood the man And I’m afraid nothing never really happened It might have been a dream I had to go see by myself what they say about heaven Cause it seemed like nobody really cared for me Whatever decision I made I was criticized for it But the thing that topped it off is when I lost the kid I spent years being cheated on Lied to so often I had no idea what I depended on I had found true love in a child that needed help When I became a dad learning how to step Everything then felt so sweet and so perfect I was finally rightfully respected Teaching a son everything he needs to know to start in life Made me forget about all the problems around alright A wife saying things that didn’t make sense at all Wasn’t hurting as much as a few weeks before I had to go. I had to go I had to go I had to go. I had to go I had to go Perhaps I should have trusted people just a whole lot less To protect myself form being so much depressed Life got real dark when the lady got out the hospital No papers were signed, she had the right to take him home I tried my best to get the 2 to stay with me But a man had already entered the story Being around them all the time felt like it saved me Deep inside I was drifting away from reality I went fishing everyday that season Thinking about what could possibly be the solution Totally wasted one night I offered what I had saved my whole life A place to stay on a private lake Please stay one more night But I was declined my only chance to stay in the picture That’s when I knew I was gonna need a mixture Leave everyone alone and the weight of my presence Became a vague memory in the distance I had to go. I had to go I had to go I had to go. I had to go I had to go

Two people who helped save my life killed themselves Leaving questions floating that will never be answered Why did you have to decide for all the others I'm one of them that today still suffers I don't know if I understand or if I'm frustrated One thing for sure now it's all over No more sharing history in the future Everything is part of the past No one will get to know ya Like I knew you What a shame An odor I can't Now It's always time to fold up When we should be reminding ourselves About the so good Days of old When everything was so cool Say something when you're suicidal You destroy so much when you decide to go through The pain remains long after you're gone Breaking all the hearts you touched all along Say something when you're suicidal You destroy so much when you decide to go through The pain remains long after you're gone Breaking all the hearts you touched all along It looks like depression does its job Takin' away loved ones like a fraud Everything you gained gets lost real fast The safety you felt at some point gets smashed You wanting to free people all around Happens to be a brick wall and the sound is horrible I thought you were unbreakable You laughters in my memory are despicable Unexplainable reaction from your part I hope you're better now where you are Cause here is nothing like before your start Life is always cold October to March Say something when you're suicidal You destroy so much when you decide to go through The pain remains long after you're gone Breaking all the hearts you touched all along Say something when you're suicidal You destroy so much when you decide to go through The pain remains long after you're gone Breaking all the hearts you touched all along

Nothing makes me feel like going to New York City When on vacation Dream of crossing the Tappan Zee Rolling southbound on the BQE Looking at the crazy Manhattan skyline from the East I love the feel of being about to spend some time on the greatest island Can't never wait for a meal that of course is gonna be italian Mulberry Street Taste the best pizzas Spaghetti sauces Everything you need boss You're in NYC The best of all cities NYC The city of big dreams A walk on the Brooklyn Bridge To admire the East River So hot you'd need a fridge But it can't be any cooler Take the time to walk slowly to witness the architecture Everything is a scenery Everybody's taking pictures Wall Street, Battery Park City and then Tribeca High line is waiting for me In the Meat packing District Always have an eye on the Empire State and Chrysler Buildings Even though next to me is the Hudson River Take a bite in Hell's Kitchen And chill out at Bryant Park Ladies in need of friction Please don't make me start The city of Peter Venkman Everywhere is art Even if you stayed a thousand years You will always miss a part You're in NYC The best of all cities NYC The city of big dreams Columbus Circle is on Central Park West You know why I'm saying this if you love A Tribe Called Quest Heading north towards the famous Dakota Building Where John Lennon was shot Make a right in Strawberry Fields Cross the Bow Bridge Enjoy the sight around the lake The Belvedere Castle's only one mile away Get to the extraordinary Museum of Natural History If it's rainy it's probably the best you'll ever get to see But never miss the chance to go to the Yankee Stadium Where the best franchise in the world plays baseball every summer Spend some time around it Especially before game time Kids play in parking lots If you don't it's almost a crime You're in NYC The best of all cities NYC The city of big dreams Of course there's no way you can do all you want in one stay There's so much to do like just walking down Broadway The beach of Coney Island Scent of BBQs in Harlem Not to mention the magical Madison Square Garden Rangers, Knicks, Yankees, Mets Giants, Jets, Islanders, Nets Times Square at night where the lights are so bright You might think it's day time And get lost and all these heights Staten Island Ferry for the Statue of Liberty The best view of Lower Manhattan Believe me Flatiron, Chinatown, Washington Square In a famous yellow cab or in one metro fare You're in NYC The best of all cities NYC The city of big dreams You're in NYC The best of all cities NYC The city of big dreams

A simple argument changed a lifetime One minute before I made my decision Everything seemed sublime The perfect situation A dream so intense I could feel sentiments I thought never existed til I felt 'em I planned my escape while she was showering While I was watching the 2004 World Hockey Championship Canada's yellow jersey looked horrible I wasn't following the game Thinking 'bout making my way out untraceable Called a cab right after she left for work Then picked up all my clothes in the closet from the hangers Packed my suitcase fast then took 300 dollars in her wallet Hidden in a cushion in case something bad happened All I had in mind was leave before it was too late I had things to take care of back home Let's say they weren't too safe I remember the ride talking to the taxi driver Thinking I shoulda went back up and forget what I was doing Cause we lived on the 10th floor of a building in Virginia And downstairs I hesitated before closing the door But when it locked up on me I had no choice but to move on with my plan Though I was already having regrets I got scared of what was coming She was gonna graduate from GW But the future didn't look so great We were gonna move to her parents in Philadelphia I was going bankrupt and I had no legal papers on myself I thought I was gonna leave for a while and fix things up And later come back with my green card from the north I still wonder why I didn't say a word back then About what the fuck was really going on in my head I guess it was too much for me to handle at the moment I chose to make the mistake of totally remaining silent All I remember is seeing the Washington Monument Thinking I might never ever be able to see it again That's when what I was doing really hit me Cause then I can only recall being in New York City The level of stress inside of me was insane I thought I was just never gonna make it back with my whole brain When my brother picked me up at the bus stop in Montreal He told me Lauren was mad and had been already calling It was like what 6 or 7 am And she kept leaving messages asking where was her boyfriend He was lost as much as she was pissed off

Easy one shot Bring it one shot Do it one shot I guess we all can say life is hard enough like this We don't need to be hurt for nothing Rethink I think we only need to be heard My ink is indelible My dreams are terrible nightmares I'm capable of a few great things Like listening and giving hope Wrestling with my thoughts and Swing with a sing what's so negative Right there outside the ring I'm trying to move on and the best I can Motivation just ain't always there my friend Forgive myself for the people I offended And help is not easy for me to demand It makes me feel like I'm losing it I may be wrong but that's how I'm feeling it I'm digging deep in my head for solutions By myself I'll make it Cause failure is something I can't tolerate How much can one take? Now disintegrate stress go away You just cannot wait That's the only way You can't tolerate That energy ain't That good for your brain Release all your hate Make peace with your main Source of that great force Lift that weight off Your fate is to make it Right there through that gate Where there is only love Regrets can eat you inside out You have to forget and give up the bouts you can't win You didn't kill anybody but still You're there laying down hoping she ain't getting ill You will go through this challenge You don't have a choice, understand Life goes on and you can't stir the same shit over and over Now get over it Take care of yourself and finally live the new life Enjoy your love and the growth of your child Get healthy and live your passions Get crazy but only for the good reasons See positivity everywhere around you Now will help you go through basically anything Focus on that Be the king of your mind And bring spring on your side to your sight You have the right to let bright lights in your eyes Don't criticize yourself so much No one is perfect Don't make it so rough Plus it's useless Who cares if you're making mistakes Who doesn't? So give yourself that break You're a great person with clever intentions Don't tolerate shit Stand up and walk ahead straight How much can one take? Now disintegrate stress go away You just cannot wait That's the only way You can't tolerate That energy ain't That good for your brain Release all your hate Make peace with your main Source of that great force Lift that weight off Your fate is to make it Right there through that gate Where there is only love Release all your hate (whispers until the end)

You’re entering the zone of Zach & Olivia For a long while I thought it was over And I was gonna live by myself forever Say goodbye to my hometown and never come back Spend the rest of life exploring a new track I had failed for so long I needed to whack the old me That lacked so much energy I was dreaming of Brazil and its never ending beaches Summertime that last a whole year Welcoming wet kisses When I walked by the most extraordinary person I knew for a while that smiled at me through her vision I must’ve felt some sort of connection Cause I trashed all of my plans And opened the door to a new beginning You’re entering the zone of Zach & Olivia In the spring of 2012 my girl became pregnant We gave the foetus a name and told our mothers Zach was gonna be here just the next winter The ever free kid was gonna become a father figure But life is always full of surprises As you can guess My son chose a different dimension to get some rest We fled the sorrow on a quick vacation And did what we had to do to correct the situation You’re entering the zone of Zach & Olivia April 6 2013 is the day everything slowed down And made our lives make sense Showing the direction to an intense feeling of adoration Olivia Brooklyn Daigle was born to the happiest parents Her elegance brought us to tears We could finally comprehend the word fears A dense relief, satisfaction The key to an ever ending growth Unconditional love made its way to our small circle You're entering the zone of Zach & Olivia